Frustrations and letting go

I have been doing much better lately with my patience towards the world. I have been spending a lot of time trying to let go of the idea that I am completely in control and let the real driver take the wheel. It is a slow process but I believe I have made it halfway to the passenger side. 

I still find it frustrating how people can be so very different from day to day. One minute they are Black and the next they are White. I myself am guilty of this at times, and I realize now how frustrating it is to those who are affected by it. This is a major sore spot in my life and probably always will be, but I guess I will just have to learn how to accept it and not let it get to me too much.

On a bright note, Aria turns two in just over a week. Invites are on their way and I just hope that damn financial aid check comes in so I can buy her something special. If not, I can always find a way to make her something pretty and unique. I should probably do that anyway, though.